getting further away

If I didn't know the difference
Living alone'd probably be okay
It wouldn't be lonely
I got a long way to go
I'm getting further away

A lot of hours to occupy
It was easy when I didn't know you yet
Things I'd have to forget
But I better be quiet now

vi.

when you try to blind my eyes
i can see tenfold

v.

I'm looking for the place the spirit meets the skin

can't figure out why that place feels so hard to be in

we're all of us at this ill-fitting party

busy pretending to relate

and it's getting harder and harder to fake

acting like everything's in its place

make them get their hands dirty

Jenny Holzer

boyfriend material

I love you, Trent.

I need to stop falling for musicians.

soma

"Being mad's infectious, I believe" (122)

iv.

if i knew now

what i knew then